fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.
I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.
I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.


Are you really narcissistic or did someone just say you are (rhetorical question for yourself, not the internet)?
If you really are, congratulations, knowing and admitting is a huge thing!
Listen to the other advice, ask a professional.
I feel like you’re the first to sincerely ask that. I can answer that I just have a trigger warning about it. Even though the other threads hint to how I know outside of a professional diagnosis
It’s a neurodivergent thing, I often ask and say things outside of social habits. Also I don’t need the answer nor does it mean anything to me to be blunt, uh, again.
Okay I got ya. Nah I have an hole issue with communication. I don’t want problems to get overlooked or needless mistakes to be made.
Probably neurodivergent myself since I can’t quite connect to another person