Curious about the last sentence you put. Was it rhetorical ?

Because if it isn’t my answer is, even with the girlfriend he still watches gay porn and cries about it. This is soemthing he told me when i ran into him and he was crying. He had just got done watching it.

I just don’t really get it. He opened up about it one random day because he was feeling guilty and horrible about himself. Told me i’m the only one of his friends who would be understanding and accepting. He gave me the mirror. So why treat me terribly after that.

yea, was kind of hoping this wasn’t the case so there could be a chance at reconciliation, but if this is the case, I can understand why he feels the need to stay away.

i was more looking for what i did wrong. because i don’t feel like id do anything bad, but he treats me like im the plague now.