I hear ya on the depression killing the desire for things that you used to enjoy.

I hope you are slowly able to get back into it. Stay strong my friend.

Just need to open-source it and print your own.

Most distro’s have a live bootable install. You download a .iso and burn it to a flash drive. Plug it in and boot from it, doesn’t touch or change anything with your current Windows install.

This lets you try out the OS before fully installing it. Give it a whirl.

I personally recommend Fedora KDE. https://fedoraproject.org/kde/

Fedora KDE.

Steam and Heroic work fantastic on it.

Has its own App Store for searching for stuff.

Looks similar-esque to Windows so getting around is less painful.