Fair enough. To each their own.

I’ve come across the channel “Heliocentric” (https://youtube.com/@heliocentricofficial) he seems to have a really empathetic yet atheistic stance on religion that I quite appreciate. (From what I can tell, I have only watched a couple videos from him so far)

I’ve been going down a Mormonism rabbit hole over the last couple of months (I grew up “nondenominational” Christian, and find it fascinating how wild Mormonism theology is) and it brought me to his channel. He goes out and actually interacts with different religions and the people in them, but doesn’t shy away from discussing the darker and shitty parts of those religions, such as how bad mormons treat those they excommunicate.

It sounds like it might be up your alley.